eddie

Joey's Survey

2010-04-22T13:19:00.002+08:00

Can you name 31 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 31 people.

1. 527471
2. zhencong
3. tairong
4. wenhao
5. tiamju
6. junxiang
7. yanheng
8. damian
9. daniel
10. lynette
11. evelyn
12. JOEY.L
13. shermaine
14. Rachael C.
15. juitying
16. stacey
17. shu hua
18. anna
19. sharon
20. yuping
21. guoxiong
22. weijie
23. tingting
24.marcus
25.jamie
26. Vonne
27. milky
28.xiaoping
29. Denise Endoh
30. valerie
31. Desmond

How did you meet 10?
(lynette) through damian and yimei , :D

• What would you do if you had never met 6?
(junxiang) i would having lesser fun without him (:

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
(Juitying&xiaoping) wow ?

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be?
(junxiang and rachael) wah .. i would never marry a man nor my daughter (:

• Did you ever like 9?
(daniel) i'd if i were a gay .

• Have you ever seen 4 cry?
(wenhao) no

• Would 4 and 17 make a good couple?
(wenhao & shuhua) NO !

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?
(527471 & zhencong ) fuck no ~

• Describe 8.
Kusanagi Dog :D

• Do you like 12?
( JOEY.L) YES ! hahaha cause she always lend me her acc for C&P purposes :D

• Tell me something about 17.
(Shuhua) sweet , caring , pretty and shes my sis ! :D

• What's 7's favorite color?
(yanheng) purple ?

• What would you do if 1 just confessed he/she liked you?
(527471) i swear i'll be th luckiest & happiest man in th world .

• When was the last time you talked to number 15?
(juitying) 3 weeks ago ?

• How do you think 19 feels about you?
( Sharon) i'm too tall for her . lol

• What language does 13 speak?
(Shermaine) ahlian language :D

• Who is 2 going out with?
(Zhencong) with #11

• What year is 16 in?
(stacey) 1992

• What is 5's favorite music?
(Tiamju) DJ asa

• Would you ever date 13?
(shermaine) if she doesn't change her boyf like changing clothes , might consider ? HAHAHA

• Is 11 single?
(evelyn) attached to #2

• What is 10's last name?
(lynette) this one i dono..

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?
(yanheng) OMG .

• Where does 18 live?
(anna) 5minutes walk from my house ~

• What do you think about 20?
(yuping) short and funny .

• What is the best thing about 30?
(denise Endoh) shes my sister since primary 3

• What would you like to tell 14 right now?
(Rachael C) . IMY !

• How did you meet 21?
(guoxiong) at pastamania . hahhaa

• What is the best and worst thing about 2?
(zhencong) best : steady , worst : always act blur

• Are you going to know 3 forever?
(Tairong) forever i dono , i only know we know each other for going 6 years

• How long have you known 26?
(vonne) almost 3 years i guess ?

• Who is 24?
(Marcus) my mahjong buddy !

• Are you or did you ever date 28?
(Xiaoping) last time was my ex , but i broke up with her .

• Do you have a crush on 27?
(milky) last time , yes .

• Have you hugged/kissed 22?
(weijie) NO!

• What's your relationship with 18?
(Anna) friends ?

• Will you invite 29 to your party?
(Denise Endoh) why not !

• Is 31 your best friend?
(Desmond ) YES !

i dono what to post so took from joey's blog . enjoy ! :D

C N Y!

2010-02-21T18:57:00.008+08:00

CNY !

didn't get to spend much time with my cousins in Malaysia . cause i wasn't allowed to go overseas for more than 24hours . which is crap . but nvm , i enjoyed myself in Singapore . (:

pictures taken recently .
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thats all ! back to camp in 2 hours time .. SIAN !

val

2010-02-12T15:20:00.003+08:00

its cny and valentines !

too bad this year CNY i can't get to go overseas for long periods , but still . i'll enjoy every moment of this 2010 CNY (:

as for Valentines , i'm got none . (:

upload with pics , after i catch some ! :D

randomly

2009-12-17T19:56:00.003+08:00

Randomly took from joey.LEONG's blog .

1. What's your full name?

EddieChuaWeiSheng

2. Do you like your first name?

soso ?

3. How long have you liked the person you currently like?

v.v.v long time ..

4. Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
nope .

5. Did you cry today?

never la .

6. What are you doing this morning at 8 am?

jus fell asleep..

7. What are you doing an hour ago?

eating my dinner .

8. What are you currently doing?

survey..

9. Who last texted you a msg?

JOEYLEONGGG

10. Have you to told anybody you love them today?

never .

11. Do you miss anyone now?

i got no idea..

12. Any plans for tomorrow?

mahjong , movie !

13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried?

i dont think i wana answer this .

14. Is there anyone you want to be with now?

yes , but is there a point to say if she doesn't even care ? (:

15. Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?

yes .

16. Name someone who make you smiles today, how?

Junhao , when he told me he went clubbing .

17. Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'

Zhencong

18. Which of the friend stays closest to you?

Weeping , directly upstairs .

19. Do you prefer to call or to text?

text , call makes my ear red =.=

20. Was yesterday better than today?

yeahs..

21. Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
yea .

22. Are you mad about anything now?
i'm mad

23. Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?

nope .

24. Last person you visited in a hospital?

tairong

25. When is your last hug and second last hug?

in camp , i hugged my SGT . hahaha . jiaming and arif

26. What does the last text msg in your inbox says?

you log in take ? *********... LOL

27. How do you feel about your life now?

quite satisfied , haha

28. Do you hate anyone?

nah .

29. Last person you called?

Kunbiao

30. Who usually sent you the most texts in a month?

alvina , zhencong , bryan , kunbiao

31. Is your room messy now?

yes ?

32. Who will be mad if your room is messy?

me myself , lol

33. Your shortest relationship?

3 days ..

34. Who do you look like?

u sure u wan me say .. lol

35. Tag 10 People to do this survey :

eddie x10

POP !!

2009-12-13T14:51:00.027+08:00

POP !

3 months passed by , its my POP on 11th december . was a great one , i loved it . hahaha .
let pictures do th talking (:

Centurions !

Serdi .. YA !

Homat !

The Navy guys .

Spot me ? :D

wearing of beret .

DAD !

a pose my sister requested ..

my dearest sister ,

Dad & Mum

SALUTE !

Family Photo . (:

Now for Friends (:

Th best Buddies ever ,

guess whose this ? L.C LEE !

POPPPPP !

CENTURIONS !

Throwing of mario ! hahaha

PRIVATES & L.T xiangyao

walking out of my REC life , (:

POP !

2009-12-05T14:18:00.004+08:00

ITS 6 MORE DAYS TO POP !

WOOOOO ! hahaha , come to think of it , navy life's fun , though tough in navy , but still , we all enjoyed it , all th laughters , saddness , th things we went through together , those stupid quarrels and fights , til today , we had fun and enjoyed it .

by th way , its 6 more days we're leaving each other , 03/09 . i hope u guys enjoyed th times together , cause i really did . i've nvr regret being with you guys for this 3 months , you guys are greatly cherished . even if we're leaving this 03/09 company , but i still know we'll remember each other , till th end of my life . so , TAKE CARE BROS ! DO WELL IN UR NEXT PART OF NAVY ! cheers !

to th ppl out there , if you think army's difficult and tough , think twice , cause you'll enjoy those shits u went through at th end of th day . so , STOP DEFERRING UR ARMY ENLISTMENTS ! Serve And Fuckoff !

my buddies in bunk ,

and my buddies in th company , 03/09 .

take care guys !

centurions (:

2009-11-28T14:47:00.008+08:00

OUTING WITH CENTURIONS !

went over to plaza sing with centurion mates , there were bryan , elwin , ivan , jackie , charlizard , jing heng , ernest , monster , jerriue , darren .

played arcade , walked around , played lan at dohby ghaut , saw SGT ivan with CHEIFTAIN ppl , they were playing L4D , while we played CS for around 1 hour + and we went off for our movie , caught ninja assassin , a m18 show , damn nice with all th killing and blood stuffs , took lots of pictures with them . a pity that AARON didn't had a chance to come , hahahaha .

its 2 weeks to my pop , i can't wait for that , hahaha . i love my buddies in centurions ! cause why ? they rocks ma ass ! cheers !

more pictures will be uploaded once i got it from evynn ! (:

NAVY

2009-10-07T12:27:00.001+08:00

NAVY DAYS !

bmt starts , 2 weeks confinement , woo ! i'll be rich when i book out ! wahahahaha !

shi pei

2009-08-09T12:51:00.001+08:00

lies are always beautiful (:

thanks ah , u make me really happy for few days . then u throw me down deep into th valley of knifes .

slit me in to pieces .

survery

2009-07-06T00:56:00.002+08:00

i'm bored . found this on friendster .

Is there something that you want to tell someone but can't?

yes ,

Where's your ideal vacation and why?

hongkong , seems fun

Is there someone who left your life that you wish they didn't?

yes .

Would you rather hear the painful truth or a happy lie?

painful truth

Do you miss anyone right now?

yes .

What are your plans for tonight?

wait for tairong's court to end , not gona sleep (:

What are your plans for Friday?

drink (:

Do you know anybody who is having a baby?

yes , many

Does anybody hate you?

u should ask " anybody " not me .

Do you prefer fried or roasted chicken?

fried

Have you ever stayed overnight in the hospital?

yes , had operation

Who was the last person that made you cry, why?

juitying , she left me saying its for my own good .

Would you hug your ex again?

if it was her , only

How's your heart lately?

doing pumping every second

What does the last text message say in your inbox?

Is there something you could’ve done to make your last relationship work?

if she doesn't want i , how to force or make ?

How long does it take you to get ready?

ready simi lj ?

Have any tattoos?

Last time you cried over your last ex?

forget

Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?

yes

Have you ever made a boyfriend or gf cry?

yes

Have you ever had your heart broken?

yes

Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?

it feels worst , than sound

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

depends .

Do you have curly hair?

Do you cry easily?

Where is your phone?

somewhere on my bed

Whats the 8th text in your inbox say?

i'm very tired

Do you like your first name?

okok la .

What are your initials?

what is this ?

What was the last movie you watched?

transformer

Who is one person that you hate?

i dont hate anyone .

bored

2009-06-26T03:52:00.007+08:00

random pictures ;

i wan dye my hair , i wan go clubbing , i wan go drink , i wan go pub , i wan watch movie , i wan play mahjong til morning !

2more months to navy , i'm spending everyday to th fullest . shit singapore . its 4:01am and i'm here blogging . cause idk what more to do .

school starting for my frens , and i'm gona rot . yawnns . i wana get my LV shoe and belt ):

LOOKING FOR TEMP JOBS ! anyone intro ? LOL .
sayonana ~

facebook survey

2009-06-19T02:10:00.001+08:00

found a survey on facebook , by her . got nth to do , so jus copy and paste and do (:

Rules are you enter the letter into the search box and choose one person to write about (if the same person comes up twice use next down the list) Tag each person you mention.

Let's begin.

A. Anna
) Do you love this person? as friends , yes . (:
2) Is this person your enemy? nope .
3) Is this person taller than you? obviously she's much more , SHORTER (:

B. Bolin
1) What do you really think of this person? funny and cute .
2) What’s his favourite color? not sure ?
3) Ever danced with him/her? no

C. claire
1) Do you like this person? no dislike or v like , jus normal
2) Where did you meet this person? hmm , i think i forget alr . :x
3) How old is she/he? this year 16 ?

D. Damian
1) How long have you known him/her? 1 year + ?
2) Biggest regret? i shouted at him once .
3) Is this person your enemy? hell no ~

E. Edwin
1) Have you met their parents? yes . seen before .
2) Worst thing about this person? sibei guai lan with his hair .
3) Best thing about this person? he got nothing much good except bragging :D

F. Fidelia
1) Have you ever dated this person? my ex .
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? how th hell i know .
3) Do you go to school with him/her? last time when i'm with her , i went to fetch her .

G. Gina
1) Are they a good listener? yeah .
2) Have you ever lie with this person? nope .
3) Is this person nice? i only know she loves dancing (:

H. Henry , ah han
1) What year are they in? 1994
2) Is he/she your best friend? he's my boss's son (:
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? yes , fights , stealing , gangbang , alright i'm joking . haas .

I. isabella
1) What is this person’s favourite food? sushi , japanese food
2) Where did you meet this person? arcade
3) Do you trust them? not sure ~

J. JuitYing
1) Do they have any siblings? yes , one older sister named juitwen
2) Do you know their favourite song? screamo
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you ? our heart knows th answer , i'll cherish her wholeheartly (:

K. Kaihong
1) How old were you when you first met? 17+
2) How did you meet? SIMEI ite
3) Ever danced with this person? nope

L. LinLin
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? i dono? cause i met her before , lol
2) Do you like him/her? she was my ex
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? maybe ? depends on when i struck lottery , but i'll go with J . (:

M. Milky
1) Is this person older than you? nope , younger
2) Is this person single? i think not ?
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? around 2 times a week on msn ?

N. Natalie
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? nope .
2) Have you seen this person cry? nope .
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? nope .

O. OH god
1) Are you related? i think so ? hahas .
2) Could you live with this person? maybe after i die .
3) Do you believe this person is gay? LOL !

P. peizong
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person? yes ~ entertainment
2) How about a sleepover with them? nope
3) Does this person have a job? yes , warehouse worker

Q.Queenie Chua
1) Does this person drink alcohol? yes ~
2) Have you seen this person dance? she goes crazy when she dances , LOL
3) Where do they work? on areoplane , SIA .

R.Rachael Chang
1) Have you heard this person sing? hell yea .
2) Do you think this person will repost this? she won't be in my blog (:
3) What's one thing you would change about this person? change her back to what she is last time

S.Siewpeng
1) Is this person taller than you? nope .
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? yes , v much .
3) Do they live close to you? does 10minutes walk counted far ?

T. Tairong
1) Would you do anything for him/her? yes .
2) Have you been to his/her house? go until numb
3) Is this person a dipshit? no -.-

U.umzar
1) Is this person in a relationship? i not sure ?
2) Do you know where he live? opposite my block
3) What colour hair does this person have? he looks pretty bald , LOL

V. Vonne Chua
1) Do you see this person alot? nope
2) When did you meet her/him? around last year december?
3) Is this person your friend? yeas my gan sister .

W. Wenhao
1) Is this person quiet or loud? LOUD AND FAT !
2) Name a friend that both of you have? jerome ~
3) What color eyes does this person have? black

X. Xavier
1) Why are you friends with him/her? play basketball and know each other by quarreling , LOL
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? yeas , pub , basketball court , shopping centres .
3) What is one thing you would change about them? change him into a more handworking person to support his wife and son

Y. Yenfang
1) Does this person wear make-up? yeahs , sure she does .
2) Does this person play any instruments? i dont think so..
3) What is their favourite sport? sports ? i dont think have , she only stays infront of pc playing texas poker

Z.Zhencong
1) Does this person have MSN/AIM? yes msn .
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her? ya , bought same shirt too .
3) Does this person have any special skills? he can do handstands and make ppl angry with his replies in msn or sms .

random

2009-05-05T16:17:00.003+08:00

RANDOMMMMM .

zc's cheerful smile . LOL

this scene looks familiar on TV dramas ? LOL !

looking for another job ~ anyone intro ?

(:

2009-05-02T06:00:00.003+08:00

army , few more months to go . (:

long time since i blogged . i wouldn't bear to leave everything , including my frens , etc etc , when i go army . whats gona become of me ? nobody knows . anw , maybe singapore's not a place for me to stay ya , hmm . 2012 , is th year . (:

anyone buying 5 room flat ? have pls contact me (:

i don't wish to be extradinary , i jus wana be normal . like everyone does , i walk into th wrong path myself , i'll try to get back on th right track . i don't wish for u to come back now , but i definately wish you study well , and be happy . now i understand th phrase , if you love someone , you don't have to possess it . (:

whats gona become of me on 2012 ? who knows . (: but i'll always remember , singapore is a memorable country for me . haas .
if possible , i hope all my friends will be there to send me off for army . including you .

i might be closing this blog down , so . read while you can . (:

ECWS .

KSP , i know you found your prince , and i know he treats you good . good luck girl , (:
YSH , you'll cherish her , i know you will , cause you love her so , cherish th sweetfatgirl before its too late (:

(:

2009-04-04T08:02:00.001+08:00

happy birthday , to you .

i wish u good luck in everything you do . do take care of yourself .

i'll wait , right here .

xD

2009-03-14T02:02:00.003+08:00

i dont know what to post , so taken this from joey's blog :x

Random questions
.1. Do you have a cellphone?- yes
2. What is the last digit of your hp number?- 8
3. Who was the last person who text you?- yvonne
4. Who was the last person who called you?-daniel ?
5. Do you like him/her?- like who ? LOL
6. Where do you live?- jurong west
7. Where did you go today?- voideck , basketballcourt , pm , 900+
8. Name 3 of your good friends.- zhencong , tairong , claire
9. Are you looking forward to tomorrow?- nahs , my life's rounding up everyday :)
10. What is beside you right now.- handphone , my cigs , keys , lighter .
11. The last person you met?- taijie , tairong , zhencong , daniel and claire
12. Are your friends nice?- yeahs
13. What is the time now?- 2.09am
14. Your plan later?- meet zhencong eat ? , dota , sleep
15. Last thing you drank?- my mom's soup
16. Which of your friends live near you?- many loh..
17. Last movie you watched?- hmms..marley ?
18. Screamed at somebody you hated?- i even whacked him -_-
20. What is the colour of your shirt you're wearing now?-no colour , cause i'm not wearing anything:D
21. Do you wear slippers at home?- no la -_-
22. Do you have your own room?- yupp
23. Your school name?- not schooling anymore ~
24. Your class?- no school where got class =.=
25. How many gans you have?- never count ?
26. Last night did you see anyone special?- everyone's normal to me :D
27. Do you like someone now?- what do you think ? :)
28. Text or call?- call
29. Laughing or smiling?- laughing out loud.
30. Do you like your family?- when they treat me nice :D

joey birthday

2009-03-01T14:01:00.005+08:00

group picture , (:

i miss you , JAMIE NG HUI YING !

zc birthday

2009-02-26T02:03:00.002+08:00

its zhencong's birthday today , happy 18th birthday to you (:

idk what i'm doing nowadays , but for something i'm sure that is i'm not good . i hated myself for being like this , i hated my life . i don't wish to play anymore . that name sucks . i just want my kids to be safe and fine . i'm happy with anything .

speaking th truth . sometimes i think of you , suddenly , at some places , some special times . but i know its impossible , what i've dreaming wasn't true . wake me up .

together with claire , zhencong and tairong nowadays more often . i feel more happy than th past . but one time for sure , i still ain't that happy w/o you . regardless that you're gona hate , scold , insult me or whatever . but i meant no offence , this is my blog . i just wana post how i feel .

to think of it , it was jus my own retribution . i don't blame anyone , neither do i blame you . i wana learn picking up myself from where i fall , but it wasn't as easy as it thinks . i just hope you'll stay happily now , i know you are . jus carry like this . okay ? i just wana know that you're happy everyday . thats all i need .

i know you're upset now , but i'm jus nobody to you , nothing to you . i cant be there to help you , stay beside you like th past , but i'll always be there for you . no matter what happens . take me as a friend or foe , i let you decide .

army days are approaching . i'll damn miss my frens , my brother and my family . although i can't bear to part you guys , but i've no choice .

i asked daddy , can we not go ?
he turned away without looking me .

i love you guys , (:

take a bow

2009-02-06T02:01:00.002+08:00

don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not .

you put on a show , really had me going .

take a bow .

manfred and my house .

2009-02-02T20:08:00.012+08:00

went manfred house to bai nian , gambled blackjack , won 100 over , chit chatted with his parents about my army next month . smoked , ate , blah blah . lazy to say others .

D,T,E,J,C (:
marlboro's loved .
1st feb , sunday .

relatives came over to my house . its cny , it happens everyyear . same stuffs i'm lazy to repeat . shaun came over during afternoon . brought him to PM's mac . saw tairong and jason there , writing what check . LOL .

while eating , shaun pops me a question . " xiaojiujiu , xiaojiumu zai na li ? jiao ta lai macdonald pei wo " . hahahas . i didn't say anything , jus fake a call and told him shes busy . ate and went home .

upon reaching home , shaun saw th photo on my table , asking me whether can he call you . i called , dk what to say anymore . all i know was he was so happy to talk to you , there isn't a need for you to be like that .

took pictures with tingting and shuan . some random pictures too .

excited about th new game call "destiny"

this asshole sleeping on my bed for dk how many hours .

tingting cousin , shaun's mother. :)

shaun , my fucking cute nephew (:

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2009-02-01T12:32:00.000+08:00

我好恨你527471 。

her blog

2009-02-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

我的心，已痛到没感觉了。

你知道吗？

MY trip

2009-01-29T14:25:00.005+08:00

came back from MALAYSIA at night . went there to visit my grandpa and my jiujiu .

all my cousins was there , and . hmms . idk what to write anymore .

after coming back from malaysia , went to pick claire at her house downstairs , went to buy mac and went up my house waiting for zc tairong manfred winston and jx to come . gambled smoke bai nian . went back at 12 + for some and others left at 3 . (:

overall , was glad for my cousin that xiaoxin is back tgt with you . lucky her parents allow you both back . you better don't anyhow alr , next time wear 2 :x anw , goodluck to you and xiaoxin,hope you both last (:

why cant i be like you ? i saw you that day and xiaoxin . i thought of siewpeng . wo hao xiang ta .

): she alr fall for another love . why am i still thinking of you , kwoksiewpeng . can you give sihao up and come back to where we were ?

i can't forget you . but i know , you alr gone for another guy .

CNY

2009-01-27T00:42:00.005+08:00

went over to grandma's house at 9+ , mahjong , slacked , taken ang baos . met jessica and veral . talked awhile . hahhaas . soon after that i took cab send them home , and back to my grandma's house , took some pictures , but its inside my phone and i'm lazy to send them to my pc , so , leave it there (:

met tairong under claire's block , went around looking for bikes , rofl . shall not mention what happened , but it was damn funny , LOL . you know i know what we did , say . :x went to claire's house to gamble , talk cock , ate steamboat . blah blah blah , rachael came to find me too , took pictures , but she deleted all away , saying its ugly -.- went down to take cab with her to JP to catch a movie , meeting her later , (:

going malaysia tmr , as in later in th morning at 6 + , not sleeping tonight , meeting her til morning (:

excited of looking for my cousins later ! its been ages since i last saw them , hahahs . gona bath now and get ready for my trip , i'ma so gona miss my gay boy , and of course , you (: it isn't you , so don't think its you , thanks (: hope you're reading this when you reach home girl ! cause i wana meet you soon again (:

shall blog when i comes back ! tc ppl !

zz

2009-01-25T17:59:00.004+08:00

i hated you for what you're doing now , cheapo .

if you think this post is for you , whatever you think . fucker . get a life and stop acting like small kids . wth , you think its so damn cool right ? ha-ha .

you don't worth my love , fucker .

YOU SUCKS ! BITCH ,FUCK OFF mlm

ksp

2009-01-24T13:08:00.007+08:00

looking back on my chat logs with her . from i was her daddy , until stead , until i'm like a dog . i loved many memories back there , when you call me papapapapapapapa ! daddyyyyyy ! then when we got tgt , you goes : B!!!! dear ! LG ! you will tend to ask me out to eat or walk around central's pasa malam . sometimes bringing your cousin out or to jp . now ? hahahahas ..

Do you still remember this picture ? it was our FIRST picture taken , tgt . i bet you forget totally alr .

i still remember one time , you say you have rashes or something , spots came out from your hands , i was shocked , i cycled damn fast from my house to yours to meet you , i rmb it was during at night 8 + we chatted , i even called my mum to ask what is your condition . i told you nothing's gona happen , if anything happens to you , i'll take care of you using my lifetime

this is th picture we took at th park near your house , forgotten ?

during lanturn festival , me and bros went up to mount faber to play . did alot of stuffs there , i asked you to come , you say you cant cause you have no money . i wanted to show you something , did you made an effort to come ?

i did like for an hour for this , did you appreciate ?

i never never thought that , our love . i mean , your love to me . is so so so easily gone off like that , you said you still loves me , but then ? hugging another guy taking picture posting everywhere ? i wanted to bring you to zoo today , but you told me you were going out with jiahui , i stil rmb you keep say you wana see baboos . now where were you ? at home online msn , perhaps chatting with sihao , bring you to zoo ? what for ? you alr got a BABOO to hug and take picture alr , what for ? fucker .

wana study for exams , dont wana make your daddy worry for you when he's overseas , breaking up with me , now ? i dont see any point you're using your time on studies than going out with friends and sihao , can even hug , i cant see a point whats that for , i only know now i dont really understand you that well , you have new , you ditch old , cause you had fun with it alr . when th new one becomes rusty , whose th next one getting hurt ? you wana act like a playgirl , hongster , go ahead . i was one , last time . now i'm getting me sinful retribution . you won't know how much it hurts when you are still playing . when th day comes , you will know what's my feeling now ,

3/25/2008
9:29:04 PM
[c=0]CNS - [' EDDIE '][/c] BATOK【５３７】
siewpeng
i don't care ah .
3/25/2008
9:29:06 PM
[c=0]CNS - [' EDDIE '][/c] BATOK【５３７】
siewpeng
cannot leave wo .;x
3/25/2008
9:29:18 PM
siewpeng
[c=0]CNS - [' EDDIE '][/c] BATOK【５３７】
won't leave you lah !
3/25/2008
9:29:21 PM
siewpeng
[c=0]CNS - [' EDDIE '][/c] BATOK【５３７】
promise :D
3/25/2008
9:29:27 PM
[c=0]CNS - [' EDDIE '][/c] BATOK【５３７】
siewpeng
hees :D

is that your promise ? i just saw you broken it (:

to you , yes YOU .

you might say its my bad for treating you like fuck when we were tgt , but you didn't say out . after break then say , and you started saying " would you even listen if i say ? " rofl . TALK COCK . at first , i thought you were th one for me , you told me not to leave you like jonathan did . th feeling hurts . now ? you jus did it , and i think you're doing so damn good that you can fucking flirt with other guys now , going out with guys , hahaha . i thought you truely loved me , you gave me th love you've got . but now ? i rmb i told you , no i won't break with you unless you did , you said you'll never . please , don't make promises when you cannot fulfil it , you act like a bitch now , i fucking look down on you . before we stead , ppl tell me , you sure you wan stead with siewpeng not ? don't regret hor , she very blah blah blah blah , not 1 person , somemore few of them , is your GOODFRIEND now , surprise ? i didn't care what ppl say , i know you love me , and i love you . but , i was wrong . ppl say smth that hits directly on you and you jus shot it . you jus did smth that ppl say you'll always do , after breaking flirting with guys , going out with guys , last time you can even use me to make jon angry , rofl . after that ? using me th name of DADDY , going out with me despite being tgt with jon , now i know why jon break with you . it wasn't his fault , its you , wake up . you're still doing what you always do , you are jus fucking flirting away . to think that i still loves you till today . you make me feel th love i have for you , is better thrown away . i know that time why jon broke up with you alr . not because he don't loves you , jus because he was 1 step faster than me , smarter than me .

i was foolish to let you cheat , lie , bluff , whatever . i know how it feels . do you ? you don't .

KWOKSIEWPENG , when one day , your retribution comes . you'll know .

you made my love to you not worthwhile . cause you're just like playing me around , and i didn't realise you were .

you were my drug , cant be without you .

but now , please fuck off , i cant stand your dirty flirt acts .

i'm really cant bear to see you falling for another guy , my pain , anyone understands?

bugis / zc tr

2009-01-24T05:40:00.003+08:00

went bugis and peni to buy new year clothes . accompanied by tairong and zhencong , tairong was at tampines interview-ing for job , crazy fellow . so me and zhencong meet him up at pennisula (:

upon reaching , i went to get th stuffs i wanted and bought some tee's and pants , saw some ASSHOLES there , kinda no mood , rofl . bought many stuffs , end up tairong and zhencong wana buy too , so we went walking around again , looking at tattoo's shop , blah blah blah . bought a almost same shirt w zhencong , different colour , cause ran out of my size :/

tairong's turn , bought a short formal and 1 black berms . there was this conversation where zhencong starts to laugh at tairong when i pick 1 formal for tairong .

me: there , try this black formal . might look nice .
zhencong : * looks at th formal * " WAHH TAIRONG BUY BUY , WEAR FORMAL SEH , HIAK HIAK "
tairong : =.=
me: he cannot wear formal meh ?
zhencong : can , but then look very funny , * laughing to himself for like 3minutes outside th changing room "

stupid frens i have don't they ? rofl .

going back to boonlay on train , tairong and zhencong went to KFC to have their dinner , while i go withdraw money to manmaster to get th shirt i want ! :D after eating , we went for a puff , near mailbox there , they started crapping again when i ask them not to mix up my clothes with them .

zhencong : eddie you buy your shirt at manmaster how much?
me : 69.90 , why ?
zhencong;tairong : O.O , wa no need money one ah ?
me : can claim from my parents one ma ..
zhencong : then your shoe how much ?
me : $99
zhencong : WAH , ur that shoe can cover our expenses today , + tairong one also .
me : * keep quiet and walk infront "
zhencong;tairong : wah someone stab power liao lor , all so expensive stuffs , we 4 plastic bags add up also don't have your shoe and shirt sia .
me : * continue ignore *
zhencong;tairong : wah someone act liao , dont wan reply at there diam diam smoke , nvm la we go la .
me : NOW IS I NEVER SAY ANYTHING YOU ALL KEEP DISTURB ME SAY I ACTION! WTHH .
zhencong;tairong : okk la , hahaha * laughing their ass out *

okay , went home on bus with zhencong , tairong carries on shopping with his sister at JP , went back played 1 match of dota with zhencong and went to basketball court . brother , zhencong , tairong , damian , manfred , winston were there . At around 2am ,brother leg and arm pain , so i cycled her home (: . played til 4am+ all went home , after bath , now i'm here blogging .

i follow th advices my friend gave me , to keep myself busy to forget you . but its never easy as said .
14days

12days

2009-01-22T13:07:00.001+08:00

i miss you , lots . sigh .

its been 12days without you .

(:

2009-01-21T13:06:00.008+08:00

how much your love , can bring me how much tears , everyday .

我不想放弃，可是，我真的没有时间了。

不管我多后悔，你是不会回来了.

11DAYS . (:

10days

2009-01-20T10:33:00.002+08:00

我好想紧紧抱着你，说我爱你 .

10days .

misses

2009-01-19T22:29:00.003+08:00

tell me why , its so hard to forget you .

i'm just not over you .
i miss you .
i wan you back , so badly .

anyone knows how am i feeling now ? ):

i hate you for being so heartless ;
i hate you for being so selfish ;
i hate you for treating me like this now ;
i hate you for forgetting me so easily ;
i hate you when you say you won't be back ;
i hate you cause you left me , like nothing happened ;
i hate you for breaking all your promises you made ;

tell me you cried for me ;
tell me you loves me ;
tell me you will be back ;
tell me you won't give me up ;
tell me you don't wana leave me here ;
tell me you miss me ;
tell me you really needs me ;
tell me you will give me another chance ;
tell me you are just lying to make me stand on my ownself ;

its been 9 days since you're gone , and i'm here struggling .. i need a hand , i really do .

mimi's birthday

2009-01-19T19:12:00.003+08:00

went up to mimi's house for celebration , bought flowers for her . wished her happy birthday , left at around 6 + , now home blogging . (:

mood

2009-01-18T17:53:00.007+08:00

anyone knows how am i feeling now ? nobody knows whats gona happen to me after 2 years . i'm tired , i'm really tired , can someone lend me a shoulder to lean on that showing me those cold replies ?

i need someone here for me .
我装得好辛苦, ):
i need that someone , right now .

birthday

2009-01-16T17:19:00.002+08:00

its 16jan today , my birthday .

i've turned 18 , haven't i ? hahas . went aunty house to celebrate , cut cake and left . was expecting a surprise , but , i was just too foolish . (: she didn't come .

thinking back on ytd night . i was at my house nearby carpark . i'd have not been here posting , if my parents wasn't there . dad talked to me , about you , yes you . i thought i still might got a chance to tell you what they told me , it might be a surprise to you , but now i think . everything doesn't matters to you anymore . i was sitting on top of th carpark . looking down , it was a feeling . i've nvr had . i called you , you seems not to care .

i've no girlfriends at all , amanda ? hahas . i'm just jealous of you , contacting so many guys after i left . yes i'm FUCKING jealous , what could i've done ? nothing .

this year , my birthday was th lousiest i've ever had . cause i lost someone i truely love. n
so what if its my 18th birthday ? its my darkest lousiest i've ever had . i thought , going in army late , wanting to celebrate with you . make it my happiest , but i'm so wrong . hahas .

thats all i've got to say . happy 18th birthday to me .

i'm crazy about you , i swear to god .

下

2009-01-15T20:35:00.001+08:00

我这一生，只爱你一个。

pepper .

2009-01-03T01:42:00.003+08:00

bye pepper , take care of yourself outside . dont keep meow non stop , hope u found a better owner. i love u .

xD

2009-01-01T12:16:00.002+08:00

long time since i update , since i'm going to update , i shall say something meaningfull ? haahs .

it was for 8months + , i greatly love th times we had together . th love we shared , some quarrels maybe ? (: in th past , i wasn't nice , yeah i know that . i regretted during th month of october , i broke down , i couldn't take it . it was hard , very hard . i lost control of myself , not knowing what i was doing , tears was like once in 5minutes . fortunately , i had my friends , they pulled me through . in th end i got u back , i was so happy. (:

months later , u start to change . changed totally towards me , ur attitude sucks , throwing ur temper whenever u like , showing me fuckup faces and shouting at me jus because i wanted to meet u before th chalet , lying to saying u didnt go find algin and gangs , yizhuang contacted u , flirting with SOMEPEOPLE , and even , going out with guys like yanheng and zhaoen , although they are my friends , ya . but have u ever thought how i feel ? everyday , ur blog was like " oh bolin this bolin that , oh yanheng this yanheng that " what am i ? am i dead ? u can even send comments to maoshien saying u miss him ? whenever we went up to aunty house , u goes " MAOMAO ! blahblah blah " talking to him like as though i wasn't there .i'm fine , all this i'm fine , i dont wana say out anything . why ? cause u promised to change for me , i trusted u , but surprise surprise , i log into someone's friendster , know what i've found ? i shall not say that though , now i know why u don't intend to add me back on msn and friendster now . cause th things u are doing , its th same as ur best fren . u can say her , but what are u doing ? do u know th first minute u say u wanted to cat that zhao en found , i cab down to aunty house using my last piece of 10$ just to fetch th cat to my house ? that day u came my house , i saw u playing with it so happily , i was glad , really glad , th next minute what comes out from ur mouth? " what time u wan return to zhao en ? " i was like , whatafuck ? u can even carry on saying i've no money left to buy food for pepper , insulting me like i cant even have th money to buy food for a cat ? ok i kept quiet , took up to aunty house . gave pepper back , cant u see i can't bear to ? yes i want to keep th cat , i wanted to so much . why are u forcing me to give it back ? why are u always with zhaoen yanheng bolin ? why are u doing this when u are with me ?

u say that zhaoen wanted to keep th cat , he has food everything , yeah , we gave him th cat , but in th end ? wheres pepper ? HE FUCKING THROW IT AT AUNTY HOUSE AND IGNORE HER U KNOW THAT ?

that very night , i didn't sleep . i thought it whole night . i know its impossible for u to change . i was foolish to trust u , believe to ur promises , now i know every hardwork i try to make u happy , u dont seems to appreciate it . still remember u call me once saying th cockcroach was at ur bed ? i was outside ur house , u know that ? i know u needed me , thats why i went down w/o telling u . i didn't tell u . what for ? i find , everything so no point now .

i've nothing more to say , i just could remember those happy times and forget thouse unhappy ones . takecare for th newyear (:

:)

2008-12-10T03:24:00.002+08:00

bye blog , bye everyone , bye , KSP .

take care of yourself , rmb to eat and drink . cut down on your cokes , eat ur medicine on time , and most importantly , get a better guy . i'm sorry .

my love's to ue , nvr changed , th fate did .

xD

2008-10-30T23:28:00.003+08:00

okay , this fat guy beside is my well known good buddy namely , johann teo qi yao :)

i know him , through siewpeng's chalet , he was friendly , fat , funny and very loyal . we became very good friends within a night talking about heart matters on th chalet , :)

he was one of those friends whom treated me very well , when he knows that i'm hungry he'll treat me eat without me knowing , always lend me extra money incase i dont have enough , giving me many cigarrettes until i cant take it anymore , hahas .

in th past , we often slacked tgt either at my house , his house , central and art park , smoking . tonning at his house , at mine too , i still rmb he knows i likes malboro icemint and he always bought it jus because i like to smoke it , sometimes even in th middle of th night to JP's 7-11 jus because i've got no more cigs , he always gives up his pc to let me use , always share his MAC with me although he was very hungry , always treat me eat even if he uses his last cent , :) i appreciated that , really .

times past , we seldom meetup , due to him trying to quit , and his court case . we drifted apart and we dont meetup anymore . i last rmb i meetup was me quarreling with siewpeng and got very upset and theres no one to look for cause it was very late in the night . i called him up , on my first sentence ; johann , i now very sad , he replied me ; come my house la , i always welcome ue . i was very desperate at that moment of time while he showed my light in th mist of darkness . even he had school th next day , he pretend to his mom that he's sick and stayed at home to accompany me at his house , although we got scolded by his mum , but this kind of friend , where to find ?

now, he moved to other places which idk , i only can hope he's case will be free and he could come out and meet me like th past , i missed those times .

lastly , JOHANN TEO QI YAO , UE BETTER TAKE CARE AT UR NEW HOUSE AND DONT ACT LIKE A GANGSTER THERE ! STUDY WELL AND WORK HARD FOR UER FUTURE !

do take care , my long lost buddy . JTQY :)

my house

2008-10-12T22:26:00.003+08:00

12 october ;

went to meet yanheng to 9oo buy cig , meet up with zc and eileen too , waiting for jx tr and bolin to come over . came up my house to slack . played mahjong , poker , KOF . stayed til night 9 + bolin and eileen had to go home , yanheng tmr have school . so went home early . took some pictures at th mailbox , :)

Eddie ps : People Happy Together .

anniversary

2008-10-12T12:24:00.009+08:00

went to zoo on o81oo8 to celebrate our 7th month anniversary . :)

brought baby to zoo together with zc and eileen . meet up in th morning at 11 . went to have our breakfast at 9oo coffeeshop , then cab to th zoo . entrance fee was 23 per person , with tram . so we went in , there were photographers asking us to take photo and its a must for local , so we were so called " forced to take " . ;x

there were many animals inside there , but we didn't get to see all , cause some only comes out at certain times , so we went on walking to see other animals . there were penguin , monkeys , turtle , crocodile , giraffe , pony , cheetahs , lions , whitetigers , snakes , polar bear , wolf , rino , zebra , baboons , squirrel , peacock , seal , hippo , kangeroos and many many more , we didn't get to see elephants as its was raining heavily , lucky we walked almost th whole zoo then it started to rain , :)

went to eat kfc for lunch , after eating zc and eileen went to th playground , played th slide , like so kiddish , hahahahas . after smoking we went on th tram , as it was starting to rain heavily , we took th tram until th entrance , cabbed home for a bath , baby came over to my house . went home at 6 plus , and i've got work tmr . so nothing much after th zoo .

shall upload some pictures , cause there were too many , lazy :x

thats all for th zoo trip :)

ps:

to TMGs : please dont think , we're easily to play with . ue fuckers dont think ue fucking asshole are very well trained , so what ? that gives ue permission to do that , haahs , was thinking how good fighter ue are , in th end ? call up and say uer head break ? there were more than 1o person ? PLS , dont xia suey . although my brothers might not be th best to others , they're th best in my heart . zhencong , tairong , junxiang , bolin , yanheng . they are my soul , touch them and taste blood . FUCK UE TMG _1_

BATOK BATOK PBT ! EDDIE GINNA KIA ZAI ZAI

heyyo

2008-09-15T01:07:00.004+08:00

hey yo guys , :)

went to mount faber during lanturn festival with alvin ruwen junxiang zhen cong , many many larhs . lazy type .

did some 'candleworks' there . took pictures , went some nearby coffeeshop and had our dinner :)

this is for my brothers , People Happy Together :)

this is for my dearest , kwoksiewpeng .:)

goodbyeee !

:)

2008-09-10T03:43:00.004+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~

okay , past my 6th month with mrs kwoksiewpeng . well , many many stuffs past , but i'm holding on tight okay ! hahahas , i loveeeeeeeeeee ue larhs . :)

and oh ya , my days are like sleep , slack , smoke , aunty house ~ hahahas . boring , isn't it ? well

well well ~

went to work at farrer park with henry dickson ruwen junxiang zhen cong elieen & maomao , bunch of banglas there , maybe no , except for our group of starhub flyers , farrer park is like 99.99% of banglas . dont believe ? go check it out . :)

th working time was 3pm to 9pm , giving flyers about starhub prepaid card on roads , to banglas of course , we gave for around half an hour and recieved a call from ruwen , calling us to go eat and slack . sooooooooooooooo , due to peer pressure , i went , lols . slacked at somemore near bugis , some lying there sleeping , some hugging like nobody's buisness , some rolling of floor punching each other's asses , well , i sat there , smoking . :x took some pictures , and there it is .

dinner at swissotel . :)

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

xD

2008-08-13T01:01:00.011+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY ! :D
i know i've nort been posting so ya , i know ue guys missed me . so . :)

very very long since i post i guess ? thats what everyone's nagging me about . zzzz . go blog leh , uer blog so rotten sia , wah lao eddie , ur blog so sian sia . post something leh . pls la . think i what ? daily blogger ah ? my life's just like that , sleep wake up arcade aunty house . still got what to post ? LOLS .

okay la . took alot of old pictures didnt upload . so let me show ue guys something funny as compensation , okay ? :)

winston: eh , when my turn sia , i wan play psp leh , pls la ..

Bee: i playing la , no time talk to ue .

HAHA ! ;D

Zhen cong : dont take me la , aiyo ~

okay , thats all at aunty's house . :)

o8o8o8 :) 5th month anniversary .
went vivo see watch th sunset , but as time drags and due to some problem caused , i shall not mention , we didnt get to see much sunset though , but nvm . me zhen cong damian & siewpeng eileen valarie took mrt there . arriving there , we smoke , dont know why left me damian and zhen cong there , 3 guys went vivo tgt , rofl . i said : won't it be so gay if 3 guys come vivo together just to watch sunset ? , Zhen cong : aiya wont la , take it as come out walk walk lor , he he . Damian : wa law . like that bu shi hen sian ? , then we looked at each other . smile and dk where to go , so we went walking around , went to mini toons while i buy candy and zhen cong bought a winnie th pooh for eileen , and guess what , i was so so so "LUCKY" , that i saw a freaking fat bowlhead prostitute outside mini toons . okay yucks , dont wana say anymore . went long john to have my lunch with dinner . soon after eating me and damian went outside to smoke , then chatted awhile went to find th girls and zhen cong . after that slack with zc and eileen on th rooftop w/o valarie and damian as they went to stroll ~ :x

took some pictures on our o8o8o8 anniversary . :)

thats all ! bye ppl .

2008-08-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

ooookay, count me nice okays, as promised i'd still blog for you despite the very fact i'm actually very lazy. I don't even know where to start from & what to blog. =\

as a fact, i can't really remember much but yes, pictures do speak a thousand words. Soooo, Baby picked me up from school today & sent me home. Blahblah and blah. This Picture was taken at Damian's place, He purposely looked at th Television when i said Le'ts Take Picture, Sickening, agreed ? :D

Okays, for th rest, they were taken at Auntie Sally's place on th 12th Of last month, Ages ago right? & I remembered i told Baby that it was the very first time that i'm seeing him smile with feelings/emotions/expressions in his eyes. However you call it but, Still, he does look as great, hehs. ;D Then i still remembered that was th night where i cabbed back all th way from Semb just ton w Baby. :O & Also, i made cheesecake, but i doubt he actually touched it. oh well. ;D

So, Hereby i end my post, shall post nicely for you next time, because i can hardly remember alright? Sorry Baby. =\ Anw, thanks millions for always being there for me dearest, I love you much & I miss you. ♥♥♥

2008-08-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

this lazy pig here got soooo lazy to post himself that he asked me to post for him. hehs, okay la, other days then post nice nice for you. I v lazy t post today :x hehs, see you tmr, pig ! :P
I Love You ! ♥

:)

2008-07-07T23:40:00.003+08:00

maybe everything started on chalet , was a wrong . a very big one .

sometimes i wonder . girls , trust ? or not . th first one . i trust . she said , i will stay with ue , forever . in th end ? she left . i waited . and waited . half year past . shes ain't back . thats it . i no longer trusted love .

fate came . i trusted love again . after long period of time . i've let go of her . there comes a new one . i put my heart inside again . i tried my very best to keep it on . what i got back . is another piece of broken heart again . i've only got one heart . ONE . not 10 , i'm very very tired . w/o warnings , ue slit my heart apart . there goes another one .

our story's like a playing movie . when it started fresh , i miss ue , ue miss me . i wana meet ue , ue wana meet me . when th movie's playing halfway . ue got tired , ue wana leave th theatre . i'll be jus sitting there until th movie ends , alone . i'm scared of darkness , i'm afraid of loneliness . ue didnt turn back , ue walk away .

i , left my heart there with ue , i dont want it back , not now , not later , now forever , jus stay there and keep our memories a memorable one . i love ue , till th end , kwoksiewpeng.

say goodbye ppl , to me .

:)

2008-06-23T02:21:00.003+08:00

secondary school starts tmr . but i'm here to rot . yeah . =.=

went kbox few weeks back , sung , played , everything . overall , its fun

those days that had past , were wonderful . i appreciate them :)

Meanwhile , waiting for my NS . its time to work .:)

sometimes i look out there and wonder . whats life ?

birthday

2008-05-15T11:46:00.014+08:00

celebrated jx's birthday and gary's few days back . went pulau ubin in th morning at 8 plus , waiting for zhencong until 10 plus then we depart , as he overslept . -.- we went to interchange , fortunately winston checked up th bus that goes changi jetty on internet . so we dont have to take cab . upon reaching there , we took boat to pulau ubin which cost 2.50 per person . we rent bikes to cycle . $5 per day as we cycle around pulau ubin . i thought they might wana cycle th whole ubin , so i brought them around , in th end all complain me for bringing them to rocky roads and no way ends . alrights . so i shall not do it anymore and let winston take th map and direct us . we went to eat and return our bikes and headed off back to boonlay , some went home bath while some went up to arcade . met up at JCP on that night . bought a small cake for jx and drank alcohol . idk whats it call . soon after that some went home and ton with jx .

pictures .

JX CRIED ! ;D

YAM SENG !

GAN BEI !

vivo

2008-05-11T01:14:00.017+08:00

went vivo with dearest , ruwen & rachael daughter , elieen & zhencong brother :)
shopped awhile , mostly all photo takings and accompanying them shop , in the end choose to watch movie , caught ironman at GV , til 8 + went up to rooftop to slack , after that went home :)

pictures ~ * there were many , so i only pick out those which i think , are nice :) *

edited using HP .

before going vivo .

zc and eileen's first pic ~

zc and eileen caught er hem ~~

zc and eileen , wahs ;x

rachael DAUGHTER :)

thats all , enjoy :)

you , will ALWAYS , be my dearest . i love ue :)

it sucks

2008-05-05T22:37:00.001+08:00

today sucked , i'm quitting school and i'm gona miss my ite friends :(

left to right , stanley ,kai hong , me , gabin , ron .

th days in ite was awesome with them , i joked with them , played tgt with them , eat with them , all kinds of things we do tgt , even going toilet . they were like my lights inside th ite , where i needed them , and they needed me too . all were friendly and we often crack stupid jokes jus to make up th atmosphere , meetup in school and being late to class jus because we waited for each other . we nvr once seperated in ite , i treated them like my real blooded brothers . cause i feel th warmth and friendship within them , thats why there were important to me , now i'm leavin th school , i really can't bear to part with them , espi them , but its my future in hands . i dont wana ruin it . so i chose to go . but overall . they were th best pals i've had . thanks all of ue , really appreciated . take care , my SOS brothers :)

saddens

2008-05-03T00:17:00.004+08:00

many days past , i thought through many stuffs . sometimes , i find life so interesting , yet so boring , sometimes so dull , yet so colourful . life's gona be different , everything's gona change , when its time .

all this days . whats always on my mind is her , and my brothers . i dont need company nor neither do i need tears . all i need from ue all is just don't do silly things for me , look after urselfs , its hurts for me to be like this , but it hurts more for my loved ones to be too .

most importantly , th love of my life .

its ue , who kept me going on ;

its ue , who gave me ur love ;

its ue , that i want for life . loves ;

xD

2008-04-28T12:54:00.013+08:00

pictures i took days backkkkk

went aunty's chalet on 25th , celebrate her bday . there were tons of ppl there , counting her chalet friends there were already 80 + ppl . but not everyone who ton-ed , some went home after eating while others ton . on th first day me aunty huihui and winston went to wild wild wet , after that went to bath and waited for jialing's parents , accompany them walk here and there , after that ate at restaurant , her parents treat , so good ah . after eating went to watch movie at th newly opened shopping centre located beside th carpark . then went back to chalet , slept .

th next day was bored until at night , bbq time . many many came , saw some of my primary school classmates , was quite happy , cause long time since i last saw them , i guess i last saw them was , 4 years ago ? haahs . after that went to find stanley and friends . they were having chalet also . go walk walk with them , and i'm th most werid 1 out there , cause there were 20 + GSS and 20+ 18siao ppl , yet i'm th only odd out , but nvm , they didnt left me out or whatsoever . became friends eventually , :)

pictures of th chalet .

overall , its was fun . and happy birthday jialing . :)

REVENGE

2008-04-10T23:58:00.003+08:00

REVENGE TIME ! PUT MY UGLY PICS RIGHT ! NOW MY TURN !

A PIECE OF ME ? ;D

fucked up

2008-04-09T16:59:00.002+08:00

lost handphone , lost wallet , lost ic , lost my trust , lost my everything .

ue guys happy now ? i'm with nothing now , yeah , ue ppl can go ahead and laugh " hey , i got hp to call leh , or , hey i call ue back later with my HP later . " yeah ue might think its funny . hello , one day ue lost ur stuffs i'll see how ue force a smile on ur face .

no mood . its our anniversary ytd , and we celebrated shit . i hate my life , i hate reality . god damn it , just kill me in th hands of god . i'm tired , seriously .

dont disturb me . i'll go crazy .

grandpa

2008-04-01T22:56:00.004+08:00

my mood is like damn badddddddddddddddddddd la .

went bedok on sunday with family to idk how to say , jus go there baibai , cause its qing ming jie , which means ghost festival ? i also nort sure . aiya , jus went there to burn incense and all . my relatives came too , ah and before this went to an old place which sells yong tau foo . quite nice actually , but i was super tired after tonning th day before with eileen , buddy , bolin and jx . at around 2am we went over to th 24hour kopitiam , bought western and noodles to my house downstairs slack and eat , nort long zhen cong came , and mr fazlin walked past and chat with us , i went on na bei na bei . he keep ask me dont so vulgar and asking me to censor those words , in th end he went on nabei-ing me , LOL .

slacking ~

THIS IS MY NEPHEW SHAUNN ~~~~ CUTE ? :D

okay lastly , hope that person who took my phone in less than 1minute asshole freak mother die dick rotten and get bang over a car whenever he crosses a road ! bloody fool . at least give me back my contacts or sim card la =.=

SLUT

2008-03-22T01:27:00.006+08:00

hellos blog :)

yawns ,

have a nice day :)

okay , lets get rid of those unhappy stuffs , to my dearest SIEWPENG , i'm sorry that i've cause all this to ue , ue shouldn't suffer all this . and i've nvr wanted ue to be sad or cry over me . but i'm very sorry and i just wana say , i'm truely in love with ue . just stay as what we are now , til forever , and don't let any FUCKER interupt our life , cause i dont wana leave ue , anymore ;)

enjoyed this few days now , cause i seriously know who cares for me and who really spent th effort to give me advice and accompany me when i needed them , thanks to ruwen , manfred , buddy , alvin , junxiang , elieen , valerie and of course , my hottest gf in town , KWOKSIEWPENG ;)

pictures of th days :)

trying to copy how a homeless blanga sleep . :D

this is our EXCITED , candid of him :) haahs

CANDID OF MY SEXY GIRLFRIEND YEAHS ! hees :D ( shes gona kill me when she sees this . ;x )

THIS IS MY GF OKAY , DONT EVEN THINK OF SNATCHING :)

bye bye post :)

ton

2008-03-11T03:33:00.007+08:00

weets :)

johann and junxiang came over to ton over at my house th day before , and i went over to ton at johann house with junxiang th next day . slacked at central park and did alort of nonsense stuff , and of course , took pics :)

okay , stupid idea by me , but FUNNY RIGHT ? :DD

johann , EDDIE , ruwen :)

LOLS ;X

GARY !

RUWEN :)

JUNXIANG , TWIST :)

CANDID :)

thats all for pictures :)

lastly, I MISS UE KSP ! xD

xD

2008-03-08T01:05:00.013+08:00

hellos blog !

sent elieen this siao zha bor to airport today as she was going to fly to CHINA for her holidays , johann came over ton at my house ytd night , talk our hearts out and watched kungfu dunk when we both have watched it already =.=

reached mrt station at around 7.30 , there were damian kelvin junxiang elieen valerie johann me siewpengWIFEY , took mrt to changi airport to meet up with elieen's mother and company . waited til 12.45 til elieen's flight took off , then we went back to johann house :)

SOME pictures i took this few days :)

CUTE ? ;D

MR.JOWEN :)

JOHANN TH BUDDY ! :D

thats all for today , i'm sleepy . nights ppl :)

girl , i don't wana leave ue , till th day i'm breathless . cause i know ur there for me :)

CHALET

2008-03-06T00:02:00.008+08:00

okay , shall post now , orelse someone's gona nag at my nonnnnnnn stop ! :D

went chalet dk when , few days back at pasir ris . th chalet was damn big lurhs , somemore made new friends there , LOLS , bolin and johann was 1 of em , it was fun though , bolin was damn funny lurhs , he was like trembling like a naked polar bear while smoking beside th pool . th sight of his face really makes me laughs . :D

after swimming , some went up to bath leaving me siewpeng , elieen , kuohan , rachal sit there talk talk , elieen said wana play truth or dare , played and played and out of no sudden , all my feelings back yeahs . :)

had mac for all th meals , like zz = = cause th chalet was v far from white sands , which is like 5 to 7 stops from th chalet . there was once when th delivery need to take 1/2 hour to come , so , our 2 handsome and kind guys , KELVIN and KUO HAN , went to white sand to buy back for us , touch oh . :DD

during th first night , siewpeng's parents suddenly decided to come , clear all rubbish an ciggarettes within like , 5minutes ? all started to kan chiong like running elephants . LOLS , worst still , i cant even come out to greet them , cause siewpeng said i look like PAIKIA . wtf =.=

left th chalet at around 3 + , i went to ting's house while others took mrt back . was tired like fuck . =.= ate dinner with parents and went home .

some pictures i took this days . shall upload today :)

gambling at andrew's house's staircase :)

shades :)

shades2 :)

mrWINSTONE xD

SIDES :)

thats all folks :)

KWOKSIEWPENG ,
i dont care what other ppl say ,
i only know , i dont need people's comments ,
i only know , what i need is ue ,

and ,
I LOVE UE ! UR MINE OKAY ! NO BOYFRIEND NO NAN PENG YOU NO WHATEVER ! ;DD

xD

2008-02-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

POST POST

my bday

2008-01-21T13:19:00.000+08:00

celebrated my belated bday at downtowneast chalet on 18,19,20 .

1st day;

we went check in and played poker and pillow fights inside th chalet , and i gort hit th most times . cause they say what bday boy bday boy , hahas. poker and watched tv till night . and oh ya , i brought my speaker and bass there , was blasting technos everyminute before 11.30 P.M , cause the guard will come and complain .

2nd day;

went wild wild wet at around 4+ with ruwen winston me and laopo . cause i only have 4 free admission tickets . though we played like kids , but we had fun ya ? hahas . played til 5.30 + , went back chalet to have our bath and wait for our ingredients of BBQ to come , which cost 280 + , all paid by my sis and bro , thanks jie & kor . th food came and needed 8 person to carry them to chalet , imagine how much food was that ? hahas :D

3rd day;

woke up in th morning at around 9 + , packed our stuffs and check out by 10 AM . went to eat breakfast and tide sophia and laopo wana go escape theme park , th others went home .

thats all ppl ! happy 17 for me ! :)

liovoyeu :)

sad

2008-01-06T12:13:00.000+08:00

few days back :)

went to downtown east chalet with tide jun xiang gary tairong . chalet open by tide and kok hui and friends . there were aaron amanda ah zhe kok hui thomas jiajunS terence at there alrdy . then tide me tairong junxiang gary came in too .

took some pictures of the day :)

next chalet i'll be looking forward to , my birthday ! :) see ya folksssss !

christmas eve

2007-12-25T09:00:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS EVE !

went town to celebrate christmas eve / countdown . waited for gary that idiot to come for around 40minutes at jp . others went to find joey and alvin first , as they were waiting for a long time .

reach there at around 8 + , walked around , ate , doing funny things there waiting for the countdown . bought sprays to aim banglas . LOLS . took mrt back at around 1 + , reached boonlay at 1.40 , sadden , there were no more bus . so we walked to gary's house downstairs to slack . after awhile , some girls went over to joey's house . others playing poker under gary's block's playground . til 4 in the morning , went up to gary's house as joey and girls wanted to sleep . so we dont wana disturb them , but disturb gary instead . :D

played big 2 and black jack . won a few bucks at first . but lost everything in the end . cause ain't have to mood to play anymore . now im blogging the first minute i reach home , so take care pp . i need my sleeps . :)

i dont know why is there a need for ue to do this . i know we both are in fault . but i really do love ue , but ue dont seem to cherish it . i guess our story just ended , like this . take care girl . watashiwa ga ski .have luck in ur next bf .

phoebe

2007-12-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

on 22 december . :)

went airport to fetch gary from his holidays . reached changi airport at 10:20 , thought was late alrdy . so we ran from mrt to skytrain , skytrain to airport . to our surprise . gary didnt came out UNTIL 12 + its like , wtf ? cause he brought cigarettes and BULLET case in . = = delayed him until 2hours + . and oh ya , we took pics ON the mrt , and at the airport . :)

after that went to phoebe's mum's chalet . and its seriously boring . nothing much to do except poker card-ing . finally can go in sleep in the morning after our breakfast . then me and winston was like so dead beat can . i almost had fever . sleep til around 2 + we left . cause phoebe's grandma or whatsoever coming . took mrt back . manfred went to his grandma's house as it was her birthday , while me and winston took to boonlay and home .

thats all folks . see ya next time :)

malaysia

2007-12-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

HELLOS ,

currently at malaysia , at my cousin's condo . song bodoh .
hmm , jus abit difficult in travelling . cause all very far away .
AND AND I LEARN DRIVING HERE ! hahahs . but very noob. :( but its FUN . hahas.

most importantly i miss my friends . EVEN MORE , TINAONGYITING ! :(

i miss ue dear . and i love ue . :)

1STMONTH

2007-11-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

its me and her 1st month , and my love for her's still flowing many many . :DD

quarrels past , we're still together . i'll stay strong girl , cause i love ue . :)

i love HER . :)

okay , birthday celebration

2007-11-27T13:54:00.000+08:00

winston's birthday celebration . :)

went sentosa in da morning around 11+ , waited for the stupid damian took his own sweet time to come , so we departed at 12.15 . the ppl there were , kelvin shermaine tairong xin hui ruwen alvin damian junxiang dickie winston zhen cong manfred ahxiong tide kaleb . some bring extra clothes went to swim , but tide see us swim also feel like swimming , went down to the sea in jeans and shoes =.= , worst thing is , ahxiong took off his jeans and wore a white boxer inside , which is transparent and we could even see his thingy . =.= and alvin went down in tapered jeans . l0l

after changing , we took train back to vivo city to have our lunch cum dinner at around 4+ , after that went back to jurong point to play KOF with zhen cong and tairong. went winston house after that . saw alot of ppl . some know some dont know . played , ate , relaxed . went home at around 11+ with zhen cong.

and and , i shall upload some pics during work at warehouse :DD

ALL sorts of books is inside here . :D

hes my friend , not me . xD

thats winston , hardworking yeah ?

thats me , took while slacking. :D

last but not least . the group photo !

see ue next time folks . :)

hi

2007-11-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

:)

working as sub for gary for 2 days . tired like dog b0d0h . but nvm . very slack . can sleep somemore , LOLS!

anw , i miss my friends , and most importantly . i miss TINA

alrights , goodnights . i love dear . :)

hellos .

2007-11-17T13:54:00.000+08:00

hellos .

its been 20days since we've been together . hehs .

i love ongyiting ! :DD

ok bye . :)

yawns

2007-11-09T16:08:00.000+08:00

yawns. did i not blog for sometime ? oops ;x

alright , started of new life ytd . a new girlfriend last month . jobless . bored . rotting at home . AWWS .

alrights . i love tina . :)

BYEEES !

work

2007-10-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

work and work and work everyday ~

nothing to post about work too . = =

wake up =7.30
off work = 5
daily pay = $30 and above .

AND OH YA . I FUCKING SPOILT MY PHONE TODAY ! I CANT READ MA SMS OR CALLS ! DAMN !

moodless siahs . nvr work much today . slack from 10am to 5pm . told dad no feel work . AND HE SAID NVM ! ;DD so means free money earn . but dhen , really la no mood . =.=

nvm , dad says hes gona pay for my HP repair cost . WEEEEEEEEEE !

but of course , i hope for a new 1 . :DD

GOODBYE ! ;DD

DYED

2007-10-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

shall post today . ;D

okays , lazy to talk about past few days . so , talk about ytd . :P

went to dye ma hair with winston at chinatown in a shop call monsoon . he was a model there , so gort free dying of hair ~~~~~ ! weets !

reached there , talk here talk there , smoke here smoke there , relax abit .. then .. SAMANTHA CAME ~~~~ ! :DDD

oh man , how good is she was MINE . shes so damn ... irresistable . OMG ! >.<

ok , back to dying hair . decided on what colour we want , cause alot colours dont have . SO , decided REDISH ORANGE . :DD

after a few hours of PAIN and TOLERANCE . OUR HAIR IS DONE ~! and winston almost fainted due to the pain . sighs . but NVM , we didnt regret . ^^

pics !

before dying ..

taken together ..

AND , ok , me myself . ;DD

tata ~

alvin's bday

2007-09-25T14:56:00.000+08:00

its been 49328453785435 years since i blogged ! :DD

well . shall start now . xD

few days back , went to alvin's ahma house for lunch and dinner . celebrating his "chinese" bday . ate buffet there . slack around til 4+ , there were alvin , joey , kelvin , ruwen , xin hui , xin yu , siok hui , tairong and gary . it was moments later tide came to join us , we gort bored . so went JP arcade . :DD

after going arcade , we went PM slack awhile , went to the nearby playground to look at kids play candles and lanterns . actually wanted to play soccer with some malay guys . but nort enough ppl , so nvm . :)

pics for the day . :)

STRIPSDAY OUT !

candid by GARY LIM JIAJUN .

zilian abit =x

thats all ~ BYE~~

<3

2007-09-05T16:47:00.001+08:00

i didnt mean it to end this way .

E bought 11 roses, 10 real ones , 1 fake one. E gives it to S and S replied .
" why is the last rose fake ? "

E replied " each of the roses stands my love for ue , til the last 1 dies . "

i'll wait . no matter how long . for ue to come back .

im sorry .

2007-09-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

im sorry .

i didn't wanted it to turn out like this , but days past and i really really gave it a thought .

the girl i loved , really isn't ue . i've tried , and i've know . i jus cannot ever forget about her , its nort easy . if ue think i might be playing with ue , up to ue . im sorry to tell ue this . but i really , cant forget my her . ue know who she is . im sorry . ue can find a better 1 . we ain't meant to be together .

n lvls

2007-09-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

lazy to post and nothing much to post . LOLS .

n lvls nowadays . nvr go out , camp at home .. alvin joey liting kelvin xin yu and zhen cong came over to slack . im here blogging . ;)

will post more after n lvls . :)

and to those FUCKINGPASSERBYS , don't come my blog if ue dont know me , dont spam like fuck if ue dont know me , dont scold me friends when i dont even disturb / offend ue , so just get out of my blog will ya ? ;)

bye

long long post . (:

2007-08-22T18:12:00.000+08:00

long time since i post , so rewind back . :DD

on 17 aug , came back from tide's house after fetching him from army, ton at his house with tairong ruwen winston gary zhen cong . went home to change at around 10+ , went to boonlay arcade to find tide . played cs and cnc3 . went to his house ton again . ;X

18augs , saturday , went to catch a midnight movie with gary tide and ah siong at JP . watched dead silence . it was PG horror movie . quite nice . the puppet was damn scary though . lols . i stil rmb the poem in the movie . it goes like this . "Beware the stare of mary shaw , she had no children , only dolls. and if ue see her do NOT scream or she'll rip uer tougue at the scene"

19 augs , thought tide's going back to army , so wanted to meet him up for dinner and send him to camp or smth . but he took MC . so we went on shopping for his human size elmo for his friend . went tanjong pagar find find here find find there , also cannot find . it was late alrdy , and theres school , so alvin me zhen cong and kelvin decided to leave earlier and we took our mrt , back to boonlay .

was hungry , called wx out for dinner , said he haven finish his game , so i decided to go home bath and meet him , BUT , i rmb that i left me keys with winston. then i was like zzzzzz . waited for him to come back boonlay . get the keys and go home , in the meantime , went to wx house and watch him play dota . :)

no pictures , no nothing . cause ain't anything for me to take . will update more often next time , so i dont have to keep rmb what i did this few days and blog . ;DDDD

stay tune ppl ! :DDDDD

rroarrs

2007-08-16T16:38:00.000+08:00

PRELIM DAYS .

nothing special to blog about this few days . so , talk about prelims then . (:

prelim this week , kinda relax . cause go home early everyday . thinking of going ITE . cause i don't wana study so far . and SICK of jwss and BALA . zz . to think hes gona graduate with us . yucks !

tmr's last paper . MATHS PAPER 2. omg omg . paper 1 i've already struggled til almost die . paper 2 ... hmm .. pon anyone ? BUT 9.30 jiu go home le , confused la . ;/

beloved's gona have her haircut today , if nort nice she's gona come down from bedok to bite me . bless its nice . :P

stopped . TC !

wonderful (:

2007-08-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

9august 2007 (:

woke up at 3+ , went to prepare and go JP to meet tide & all to celebrate tr's early birthday . reached jp at around 4+ , tide was angry cause he waited for some ppl for very long . so didnt talk to him . took cab to clementi KBOX . reach at around 7+ , sing from 7+ to 3am in the morning . like wtf . sing until throat sore arhh. BUT , i was lazy to sing , so didn't . went there to sleep ! :DDDD

took some pics during kbox !

end of tairong's celebration ! ^^

took cab with winston tairong kelvin and zhencong . went home sleepppppp ! ;D recieved a sms from liyana, asking me to inform all of them to go arena for pool . so went pooling at arena til 6+ , went to pioneer mall to meet winston , cause he was doing his art with ms ang there . waited for him to finish his day there and went to boonlay , as tide wana buy handphone . after that walked to tide's house to slack awhile . then go downstairs block to train . but , dont know counted training ornot . cause all slacking , tide calling girl chitchat , gary and winston cycling , ruwen alvin zhen cong ah siong went to climb dont know what stones , as for me . lying on the concrete seats there sing .

10minutes later...

alvin , ah siong , zhen cong and ruwen came walking to me like too too train. i tot they were playing games or what , cause i see zhen cong stil smiling . so didn't care and continue singing " MARIAAAAAAAAAA RV MARIAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! " after that i heard some voices asking me to come out . then i sit up and saw a malay guy wearing cap pointing at me . was police -.- after that found tide gary winston . police almost arrest us back . but gave chance . so didn't. heard from police saying he wasn't afraid we do stupid things , but there might be "things" that will follow us home and say what contractor died after working for a week or so and bla bla bla . in the end let us back . went tide's house talk about the incident awhile and took cab back with zhen cong . bath slept and woke up this "morning" at 3.30 -.-

ended

stacey , ireallyloveyouso..

2007-08-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

prelims today .

english paper today . had no mood to do anything .

stayed back in school with winston to do his art . it was on friday . so we were in art room from 11 to 12.45 and came back after lunch to complete his art piece .

memorising my past . looking through the pics i had with her . the sweet sweet sms i had . im unable to control it . tears flow down like rain . unable to forget . unable to try new love . unable not to miss ue . unable to do anything . god wants us apart . i've nth to do but to secretly admire ue in the dark . yes , maybe in the past i did smth wrong that disappoint ue . im sorry . its been 4months 5 days 22hours and 9minutes. im stil waiting, do ue know that ? i know its impossible for ue to come back . but i'll wait jus for that 0.01% for ue to come back .

i said i've loved ue only once and most . i mean it . i ain't prefect , i ain't handsome , i ain't rich . but im sure i have something for ue thats cannot be fake . its my feelings to ue . i've never lied and never do anything that's behind ue . i just need ue back by my side like the past . i don't care about other ppl . i jus want ue . even its in the dreams , i dreamt of ue . us happily together . its simply unforgotten. the moment i woke up . i force myself to sleep again , jus hope i could have that same dream again , even for 1 minute.

if i could do something for ue to make ue smile in ur life , even sacrificing my life . im willing to do it . trust me . even if it cost my life . i'll do it as long as ur happy in ur life , w/o me will be a better life for ue . i can never forget ue . saw ue always but hide myself behind to secretly send ue home behind . tears never seems to fail me whenever i saw ue , or the pics or sms's . i know my past sucks . but i'm trying to change . my feelings for ue , will never change and its never ending . yes , i really LOVED ue so . ;(

SIANSATION

2007-07-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

PC sent for reformating~

using the PC in my living room. its lagging like mad . but nvm . better than nothing to use ? :)

nothing much to blog this days . only know my back and legs are killing me . rained everyday . tissues flood me everyday. sighs.

will post more when there's smth "up to standard" . ^^

take care all !

pics

2007-07-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

pics on SATURDAY. (:

photograhper- ANGSHIMIN. ;D

stay tune ;D

whole day outing (;

2007-07-22T14:51:00.000+08:00

whole day outing (:

july 21.YESTERDAY .

morning woke up by BABY . ask me accompany her to pasir ris . cause she felt extra with SHIMIN and her stead, gawie .so tagged me along . took train of course . 26 stops on mrt without moving is a pain . zz bored and killing my butt . so long journey lorhs , don't care laas . reached there . went white sand walked and went to MAC as they wanted to smoke . waited for shimin's stead;gawie . he was so "nort" slow la . waited for around 20minutes then come . SAT LA HIM. nvm . soon we became frens . LOL. guys are guys . (:

nothhing to do , went void deck to slack . then chat , smoked , listen-ed songs . very lame . -.- awhile later went back to whitesand , gawie wanted to go arcade .so i went too, he drive daytona, i play houseofthedead4 ! ;D gun was heavy though. nvm, im strong ! ;DDD ok la , bhb-.-

went back to boonlay to find tide . actually was waiting for tide's call then go find him. but we gort so lucky , saw him at longjohn. so ate together (: after that we went behind 7-11 . tide wana smoke . but outta cig. -.- ask me go help him buy at 7-11 . i said i cant buy . he say " walaneh,see ur face confirm can la . cannot whack him ! " so , went to buy . ;D i passed ! ^^ sort of happy + sad . cause wtf . i look like 18 meh ? another side . i can buy beer next time ! ;DD

after that shimin and baby need to go back school, for don't know what shit laas . send them to school and we took cab to TIDE'S house . wait for tide to get changed and we go for our MARINA STEAMBOAT-ING ! ^^ and oh ya , sorry wins and ppl. make ue all wait for us . we were too engrossed and forget time. make it up to ue all next time ! ;D

had steamboat there and there was ALOT ALOT of ppl -.- waited and waited and waited , finally found place for us . at first we were happily cooking our food , but winston was shouting like wtf . he goes " AH AH AH ! " everyone looked at us . like so paiseh lorhs . but cannot blame him . cause i also kena the oil -.- very pain lorh . now i know why wins ah ah ah ! ;P he was very cute and funny though . liven the atmosphere. (:

took mrt back home . everyone left on its own . cause was too late . some of bro's gf have to go home early . so at last only left me tide zhen cong gary tai rong alvin and joey . took mrt back . was very tired. no mood to mess around . tide gary zhen cong tairong , alighted at lakeside. so left me alvin and joey on board. took cab back. send joey home and went to my house take pad and gloves . took cab with alvin to tide's house's void deck . he wana train us . spar-ed with tide . hes like a unbeatable machine ? i cannot even hit dao him . hes too fast or my nose kena punched by him . i think the time we spar for 20minutes+, i only hit 2 punches on his chest and 1 kick on his right kidney when he didnt notice. BUT, he hit me more than me , alot alot . -.- must train more when he comes out someday again. (:

pics will be uploaded more , the next time i get from SHIMIN. ;D

take care there !

fucked up

2007-07-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

racial harmony. (:

didnt went to school today , went to BB polyclinic to get 1day MC. some unhappy thing happen in da morning , but dont wana say it anymore , since its the past . :)

sms-ed with SHUHUI;baby in the morning . then after that went tairong's house there to buy their cigarettes , ask me help them buy cause i look "oldest" there. wtf , im YOUNG LEHS ! ;D but nvm, after buying cig . wenta pioneer mall to buy LUNCH . omg the oyster is so the DISGUSTING -.- yet gary ate it so happily . wtf . after eating came over to my house slack . played JANGA. there was liyana ,kelvin , winston , alvin , tairong , gary , manfred and zhen cong. of course , me laas ;D

played awhile le at around 1 PM, went outside school to wait for joey and liting , sms-ed joey to tell her to come out . but was in assembly , so cant see msg , therefore she didnt came out . sighs .

wins wana buy smth for LT for tmr's anniversary , ask me accompany him go queensway buy present for LT . so went with him , kel came along too. on the way to QW , manfred called me and told me that my n7610 was spoilt , cause kena virus . was very down sias . was a present from dad last year . hais . now i cant even use it . fcuk ! nvm . after buying present for LT , we took bus and went home . now im bloggin. (:

PM: ue never know how much im missing ue . how much i yearn for ue to be mine . :(

EDDIE ! (:

2007-07-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

ELLLLLLLLLLLOS ! ;D

i've nort been blogging for quite sometime , cause either its a boring school day or theres nothing special to blog about . but nvm , shall start to post either its nothing or anything, LOLs. (:

school are BORING as usual , without winston is worst . nobody pei me sleep , nobody pei me walk pass classes , nobody pei me talk crap ! :P but nvm . stil gort weixiang. hehs . :D was caught by ms ng to office to see GOPAL, why ? cause of the stupid 10YEARS SERIES again, wtf so damn difficult can ! esp my weakest sub; maths. like omg . i do 10minutes feel like sleeping. zz but the ms ng released me early at 2+ , cause i send winston down to sickbay the day before and didn't know that there's a need to stay back . so , i was like ;o and weeeeeeeee ! ;D

meet up with wins and frens outside frens at block . after that winston came to my house to rest , as he was unwell. at first was crapping , playing around in kitchen. actually wins came over to my house to sleep, but then I SLEPT in the end. :P ps la wins.:D wins went off at 5+ , to meet LITING to JP buy card for SHERMAINE for her birthday on saturday . so i went back sleep. ;D

there was smth funny when wins Zhen cong LITNG and me was walking home when liting ask winston.

LITING: hey uer sick lehs , cannot eat seafood arhs . esp prawn.! *smiles*
WINTSON: HUH ? then the steamboat on sat how ?
ZHENCONG: then dont eat laas !
LITING: then dont eat laas !
ME: the sat ue might as well don't go ? go le drink soup ? *:O*
WINSTON: HUH ? THEN THE STEAMBOAT BU SHI BU YONG STEAM LIAOS ?

then zhencong and me looked at each other .

ZC,ME:BU YONG STEAM ? HAHA ! ;D

i cant wait for sat to go ! home's boring for me . ROARRR . take care ppl ! :DD

school

2007-07-16T14:33:00.000+08:00

monday july 16. (:

YTD, went arena with zhizhong , charleston and desmond . went to play number balls . wtf. we reach arena at 12.15+ and played til 6.40 . play until sian daoooooooooo ! ;D but nvm , was fun though lost some bucks but nvm. (:

to some BITCHY ppl who wana help frens to KPKB. get out of my life . knns .

school per normal today. like so boring lurhs . forget to bring my singlet to school. abit sad . recieved the letter from her . even worst -.- temper wasn't that good . sighs . no pics , no long posts . take care frens . ;D

SUNDAY

2007-07-08T20:30:00.001+08:00

sweet sunday . ^^

wins came over to ton overnight at my house ytd . cause of his mum's nagging, he cant take it. =x he was going to the oko religion thingy at ALJUNIED. set alarm at 8. i woke up at 8, kicked him to ask him wake up. he sat up , and fall back. at 8.15 , i slapped him to awake him . he looked at me and went back to sleep. at 8.30 , i shout "AH TAT" at him. he open his eyes and say okok. at 8.45 ,i shook up to awake him . he was like a dead pig. at 9.00 . i shake,kick,slap,shout at him and told him it was 9+ , he immediately woke up. now i understand why his mum have to shout.. =P

of course , i went back to sleep. woke up at 11 + . msn-ed with alvin. met up with him and acc him to buy "breakfast" for his dad . after that came over to my house to use PC. played house of the dead , ZOO tycoon , O2JAM , DOTA. was expecting JOEY to come over too. but too bad his dad didn't let. so alvin left at around 5+ .

recieved a call from NU ER' , asking me to go met her at PASA MALAM walk walk. was so damn hot can -.- after that i got to know her cousin. called lucus i think ? not sure of the spelling , but hes very shy. ahahas. went to JP after that . did the art thingy inside TOYSRUS' . took pics with her and came back home with dinner from opposite market. and now bloggin . (:

tada ~

CANDID'

my sweet DAUGHTER. (:

paint .

LUCUS , EDDIE :)

BYE. (:

asd

2007-07-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

BORED LIKE HELL FOR SCHOOLDAYS. -.-

YTD, was very down. saw her blog . i was like a small boy. crying my heart out. sighs. had S.P and winston there for me . console me. i was glad. (: i only wish, i could have a brainwash, and forget everything bad , but the times i was , with her , happily. but nvm. sighs.

i've gort my BAOBEI NU ER BACK!!!!!!!!!!! xD.shes like a worm in my stomach, knows everything inside me. i was glad,very. (:

I LOVE MY VERY SWEET AND CARING DAUGHTER, KWOKSIEWPENG!

tatas. (:

mini and mimi

2007-07-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

2nd july 2007 . a day of MINI and MIMI sans (:

woke up at 2+ in the EARLY afternoon, it was school holiday. whose gona woke up at 7 ? LOLs. had chicken rice as lunch. bath and play-ed dota awhile. turn back and look-ed at my MATHS 10 YEAR series. like OMG. die. >< nvm. who gives a damn. =X

mini was down, her stead was doing smth she doesn't like. so i went down to meet up with her and chatt-ed. had sushi for dinner, her mum's treat! weets. and minisan dont know order what ramen. SO BIG BOWL CAN , EVEN THE 2 OF US cant finish it . -.-

this is the ramen. ><

okays. after eating gan ma's going to pioneer mall to buy dinner for gan pa. so mini and me went under block to take pics , and chat-ed (: after that went pasa malam with mini san, was boring lurhs . but the "flea market" was fun. lols. sent her home. and now im here , blogging. (:

pics of the day. (:

sometimes, self taking is healthy. :)

maybe, taking slippers are nort.. =X

thats the end, goodnight ppl (:

EMO

2007-07-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

i dont know i dont know i DONT KNOW !

so what if they are jus ur gans . ? yea i dont like them alright. i cant be compared to them . ? yea thats what ue said . im really confused by ur words. how do ue expect me to trust ue ? what do ue have for me to trust ue . ? tell me . ? NOTHING. its only ur love to me thats making me hang on again and again , but times and times. ue spoilt it. maybe without me , ur life will be better with ur gans . ?

stop asking me frens , i dont know alrights .

im like a balloon, pumped to the extreme and burst, anytime. so dont pick on me.

ole

2007-07-01T03:08:00.000+08:00

on the last day of JUNE. (:

was at home slacking , using PC ,playing dota. recieved a message from gary saying he wana meet me at pioneer mall mac. so i went down and acc him, and saw ruwen there too. bought 3 ICECREAMCONES , i treat leis . X= ate and played with ruwen's MALT candy. was gona meet desmond for pool at 10.30, but he was at bukit panjang at 10.20. =.= so canceled, gary and ruwen were so happy-.- and came over to ton.

next morning. woke up at 9am+ , being awake-ed by 2 stupid fools quarreling over sleeping and bed's space. disturb me and woke me up. zz . open-ed door for them, and went back to my sleep. (: woke up at 1+ . called winston . he came over my house to wait for me to get dressed and we headed for ESPLANDE with liting , shermaine and songwee. <--- looks 90% like MINGCHANG. so everyone called him that. LOLs. reached leisure at 3.30 sharp. expectedly, they haven reach yet. so me and winston went to KIDDY PALACE to "explore"

reached esplande, winston and LT wanted to smoke , so we sat down for a while and carry on to LITING and SHERMAINE's SHOPPING spree. =.= pei them walk here walk there. time pass like snails climbing. but nvm . i think we spend 3/4 of our time there DOIN nothing except HIDE AND SEEK and QUARRELLINGS thats freaking wasted my time. but nvm , dont wana say the whole thing out.

went to MINITOONS to buy mix-ed candy. like i always do.. nvm. went to MANGO to find LITING as she was buying clothes here. after that went to LONGJOHNSLIVER to have our lunch cum dinner and met up with tide , gary and ruwen . tide was so so so KANCHIONG and NERVOUS whether what he should do for joyce. funny lurhs . after that we headed for our destination and sat down beside the sea. watched and chat-ed. left the place at around 10.45 and took MRT home. while waiting for MRT , saw MINISAN and her BF waiting for MRT back to boonlay.

reach-ed boonlay, all seperated back to own's nests. and shermaine's dad came on car driving LITING home too. took bus with winston, talked to him alil. OUR SECRET KAY. ^^ reach-ed home , saw msn . chat-ed with MINISAN. went to bath. (:

after bathing , went to PIONEER MALL mac to buy fillet meal for my da xiao jie MINISAN for her supper. met up with her at her lift. ate and chat alort about stuffs and all. chat-ed til 3AM , sent her home til her doorstep and greeted her MUM, so guai right ? =XX didnt took pic with her , as she say she was not nice to take. alright then. (:

blogging ended. now time for pics (:

mirror 1 (:

mirror 2 (:

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takecare folks ! =)

report book

2007-06-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

got back my results today, very disappointed, parents kpkb. but i think they are right. they cant always be there for me. i needa wake up. i'ma gona hav to buck up for N levels .

just WTH am i doing all this days . ?

WAKE UP!

i found myself , walking so lonely this road.
no one's there for me anymore, not anymore.
i found myself , so pathetic man in the universe
done nothing achieving in this world , nothing.
i found myself , stil sleeping in my god damn dreams.
what am i doing . ? for hell ya, shake me up.

PAST

2007-06-24T18:47:00.000+08:00

on 23th june 2007,

tide came out from NS ~! so we decided to go visit him at his house, early in the morning around 11+ meet gary and winston to MONSOON salon to dye back gary's hair's back to black, went in and saw it was packed, joyce ask us to go eat first then come back later, went to the "hai nan " chicken rice hawker. was so damn nice that i ate 2 plates. LOLs.

waited for gary for hours, joyce said to go pub to celebrate. at blue dolphin near boat Quey. at first thought zhen cong cannot go in , cause his wearing short pants and slipper. but ah long took him in like nobody's business, and he passed. :) first time see ppl wear slippers,shorts to PUB. drank a little. but as usual, my face sure will red. drank til 2-3 in the midnight, took cab back to tide's house ton. cant even sleep lorh , so DAMN hot ! so played PSP's burnout till dont know wat time in the morning, went inside tide's room sleep. aircon. weets.

today drunk at tide's house again,tide bought 2dozenbottle of beer and 2 dozen of tiger. play 5,10,15 at the midnight. tairong was the first 1 to get drunk. and his face was red-der then tomato. LOL. after awhile , called jingyi up to join us. in the midnight around 4 she call me to fetch her up cause she was too drunk to walk. so i went down to wait for her and bought her up. and that we thought of going to saigon(another pub) but then cause of mengshou and time , we didnt go . stay at tide's house sing song.

dont know why, suddenly i drunk alort. finish-ed 2 bottles of tiger in less thn 10minutes ? and the last thing i rmb was i was sobbing on ruwen's shoulder and forgetten everything. they say what i tri-ed to suicide and cried alot. dont believe in the first place. but when i woke up, my eyes was red and swollen. tide told me alot of things. said this kind of slut is not worth my tears, i can find another. but the problem is. how ue ppl wan me to forget her so easily ? maybe ue all can, sorry i cant do it. for all i rmb, i woke up and chiong to the toilet cause i feel that i was gona vomit, indeed, i vommited alot. all sorts of stuff i had all came out. sighs. eddie pls. forget her. thats what everyone told me. ue think i dont wan ? is i really, really, CANT. sighs.

i left them,cause they were gona take MRT to pasir ris to accompany tide to army. i didnt go, cause felt very dizzy, sleep at home a while, went to have m haircut and bought the black hair dye. took some pics ,but dint had time to update , so post now. (:

peep in. :)

LIFT

LOUSY PHOTOGRAHPER BY TAIRONG ! xD

reflection

US

WINSTON'S TOOTH.

RUWENNNNN !

ON CAB.

my CUTE nephew. (:

thats the end. bye.

working days ~

2007-06-21T01:27:00.000+08:00

TODAYYYYYYYYYYYY !

worked from 8-4.30pm. in dad's company. gort few bucks from him, worked only 3 days. LOL.

bored,aske kel and wins out to JP to buy clothes, i wana buy strips ! purple white black pink ! roar ! but then,all dont have at JP, LOUSY ! wana buy many many clothes. gort 200 from mum, going tuh QUEENSWAY ~ suggested by winston, say there many many nice de. since tmr no work, go lorhs ! hehs. who wan go wib me . ? =X

after empty handed came back from JP, WALKED all the way from JP to my house. cause stupid ah tat no ezlink take bus . have to acc him. =.= on the way back , dont know i started chasing WINSTONE and he keep run. kel behind act cool. sat down at the roadside. saw my PRETTY SHUHUA JIE . ! xDD but then hor , she didnt even see me , but nvm. i call-ed her. went jogging at night . O.O talked and she went back home.

kel and wins now at my house watchin SCV wwe . im here BLOGGING . :)

bye. (:

zz

2007-06-18T18:30:00.001+08:00

few days back. (:

kunbiao ask whether wana have supper with him. in the midnight around 12, we met at 1. ate at 24hours and saw jingyi . after eating we gort nth to do , play the " o ya peh ya som " who lose must get number from jing yi, and guess what ? i gort it -.- went over to get . like so pai seh. ? zz . decide nort to play at 24hours there, wnt to the nearest PLAYGROUND. some idiot mention wana play catching . zz in the middle of the night play catching , nvm still. play-ed with almost all 16 and above. playing catching in the middle of the night . LOL, and of course, im 1 of them. no childhood laas . =X there were kerbe , kun biao , victor , peter , zixian. played catchin for like 2 hours ? LOL. somemore play what , " no revenge " . then i asked ," can play twist ?" they say i small kid. WTF ? NO REVENGE VERY OLD ? -.- !! played til 3+, sat at stone chairs under block and play-ed TRUE OR DARE . ok, this part i dont wan say liaos . damn lame . but very fun and funny. HAHAS .

june 17th (:

zhizhong call me EARLY IN THE MORNING at 9.30am SHARP IN THE FUCKING EARLY MORNING AND HE SAY HE GORT SOMETHING I M P O R T A N T to tell me , guess what ? hes hungry and ask me to pei him eat at KFC. =.=" well, since so long never see him. went down to meet him, ate and he came up to my house to use com. use awhile already he went to sleep. actually wanted to go arena play billard , but see him see til liddat , didnt wake him up . :) went home at night , and my turn to sleep. LOL.

father's day .

went to eat outside with dad and mum, so guai arhs . ? =x its been a long long time since i go out with them. since its father's day . so. why not ? :) ate , played my nitendo DS, trained pokemon, LOL . went home. (:

good bye . xD

shut up

2007-06-17T03:20:00.000+08:00

thought it for a night . went through everything we had, we overcome, we did.
wasn't that sweet afterall. i've decided to give it all up.

help me if ur my frens alright ? get her outta my mind . memorising back my past is really stabbing knifes and knifes into my heart . it makes me feel like jumping down from my window but every moment i thought back . i won't dare to.

to ppl who doesn't believe me / doesn't like me , please for god's sake, leave me alone. dont interupt my life before i go crazy. i've gort the feeling that i've never gort before . and now i've made it . i'll try to <3 again. i dont wan cuts and bleeds in my heart again. its terrible.

if ue happen to see me on streets and i did offend ue , bring a knife to stab me or push me to the going traffic . if i didnt die, i will come back and find ue . if i were to die . i'll bless ue with best lucks .

jus shut up .

sighs.

2007-06-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

june 15th (:

ytd night , meet up with winstone at PM mac, ate dinner and winston came over to my house ton. kelvin went home, cause hes parents kpkb. we played GAMEBOY , my fireRED version my dad bought for me long ago, i stuck at the place where after beating ELITE 4, then dont know what to do ler. winston surf-ed the net and check-ed what to do after that , we play-ed , thought and talk-ed lotsa stuff . mostly POKEMON. lols childish, called elaineGIRLFRIEND, chat with her awhile, going HK the next day, quite sad was gona part her .): chat til 1 + winston wana snatch fone, so end-ed e call. (: play-ed til 3am+ in the morning. i fell asleep, ytd winston stil playing with my GAMEBOY, oh man.

woke up at 12 in he afternoon, like wtf. i put alarm at 8.30, and it didnt affect my sleep. LOL. and it went .. kpkb..bpbb..spsb..knnb.. til dont know what time. LOL. woke up and played GAMEBOY again. aiya, nothing to do mah. =X play-ed til 12.45 lidat. winston went home , prepare to go queensway. meet winston 2.30pm at PM mac, said he was hungry. walk-ed to liting's house downstairs, wait for her to come down, in the meantime eat . kel and tiko came from 601 after buying cig. then while walking to Jurong point to take bus, LT suddenly chiong off to under block, aftr 5 minutes of thinking and asking. then know she saw her dad . =.=

took around 45 minutes bus to QUEENSWAY. shopped and walk-ed . saw a black and white strips shirt i like so muchhhhhhhhh, and guess what ? i dont have enough money after buying other stuff. -.- which is $25 , i onl gort $19. ROARR! if i were to know i would saw that shirt. i WONT BUY THE STUPID CANDIES AND STUFF ! ARGH. nvm. come back next time. heh heh. =X shopped til 7 + took bus back headed for ARENA. met GUANGWAY.played 2 games and left. -.- alil dulan about smth, but dont wana say it out.
took bus home and here im blogginggggggg, but w/o pics. lazy to take. (:

and to my ELAINEGIRLFRIEND ! COME BACK FAST KAYS ! I'LL MISS UE LOADS ! x33

byes. (:

$400

2007-06-14T10:52:00.000+08:00

fucked up day, overheard mum's conversation with sis, saying she lost her $400 dollars that she put inside an envelope. and guess what ?

GUESS WHAT?! SHE SAYS IM THE 1 WHO STOLE IT. MOTHER FUCK.!

EVEN IF I DONT HAVE A CENT , I WONT RESORT TO STEAL ALRIGHT. SOMEMORE ITS MY MUM. WHATS WRONG WITH HER ?

FORGET IT. I AIN'T GOING HOME THE NEXT FEW DAYS . GOIN MIA SOON. JUS GET OUTTA MY LIFE WILL YA ? I DONT HAVE A FREAK MOTHER LIKE UE. PCB KNN CCB TMD PUKIMAH FUCK OFF !

emo

2007-06-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

BORING DAY.

was so bored. slept til 2pm+ sigh. alil disappointment from friends. they know who they are . but is ok. im already used on alone.

so many seems to be tgt .gary and sophia . tairong and YQ . ruwen and shu hui . winston and liting . alvin and joey . tide and joyce . i dont wana disturb them . but what could i do ? sighs . alone at home is bored and lonely . i dont wan that . sighs .

emo nowadadys. ignore me . im jus of no one's liking. and i just cant simply forget my past . im sorry everyone. goodbye.